{"id":642,"date":"2003-08-02T18:26:14","date_gmt":"2003-08-02T23:26:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/moss-place.stblogs.org\/?p=642"},"modified":"2003-08-02T18:26:14","modified_gmt":"2003-08-02T23:26:14","slug":"i-would-not-wis","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/moss-place.stblogs.org\/index.php\/2003\/08\/i-would-not-wis\/","title":{"rendered":"I would not wish this"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><b>I would not wish this on my worst enemy<\/b><br \/>\nYou know I must be desperate to be broadcasting this on a weblog, but I am. My husband who prior to June 22 was my flesh and blood, my love, my best friend, partner and other half has left me with no explanation besides &#8220;he cannot stand to be around me&#8221;. He cannot &#8220;stand to look at me&#8221; he told me. How beautiful does a woman feel when her husband cannot stand the sight or her? My children are wondering when Dad is coming home. I have no idea what happened.<br \/>\nI think I have had the nightmare a few times when my husband would say &#8220;you, why would I love you&#8221; and I would cry in my sleep. My husband would wake me up when he heard me cry and tell me that my dream was silly. Now I am not waking up and God doesn&#8217;t seem to be hearing my prayers&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I would not wish this on my worst enemy You know I must be desperate to be broadcasting this on a weblog, but I am. My husband who prior to June 22 was my flesh and blood, my love, my best friend, partner and other half has left me with no explanation besides &#8220;he cannot&hellip; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/moss-place.stblogs.org\/index.php\/2003\/08\/i-would-not-wis\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">I would not wish this<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-642","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/moss-place.stblogs.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/642","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/moss-place.stblogs.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/moss-place.stblogs.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/moss-place.stblogs.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/moss-place.stblogs.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=642"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/moss-place.stblogs.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/642\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/moss-place.stblogs.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=642"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/moss-place.stblogs.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=642"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/moss-place.stblogs.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=642"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}