I received a curious piece of mail today. It was addressed to Ms Peony Bumbleroot Moss and family. Now, nobody ever calls me Ms Bumbleroot Moss (Bumbleroot being my maiden name) unless they are writing from an alumni society. But where was the computer printed name? The envelope was handwritten. And where was the return address? And what's with this "and family" business?
The return address was on the back: the address of a Benedictine monastery I'd never heard of before. Inside was an invitation to a Solemn Profession of Vows: one of the brothers who is making his Profession is a guy I had known in college.
This is just so weird to me. First, I have never personally known anyone in religious life, so I don't know the etiquette of how to decline the invitation. Should I send a card? an offering? I am shy around priests and religious in general (I'm just weird that way) and especially in situations like this, where I don't know really know what's going on or What's Done.
The other weird thing is that this fellow (let's call him Minto Bramble) is not just "some guy I knew." We were dating intensely for a while and it did not end well at all. It was a serious heartbreak for me, made even worse by Minto's obtuse failure to comprehend that my feelings were hurt, that we weren't friends, and that I really, really, really never wanted to see him or hear from him again. I was so happy to say good-bye for the last time at graduation.
That was twelve years ago, and I have not seen or heard from him since. So what's he doing dredging up my address from the Alumni Society? I'm almost scared to write and decline the invitation and promise prayers, because I'm afraid I'll get on the monastery's mailing list or something like that.
I am pleased to note that Brother Bramble (who doesn't seem to be taking a name in religion) is not the first college classmate of mine who's been called to the religous life. A year or so I opened the diocese newspaper and, right there on the Vocations Week supplement, saw the face of another classmate beaming out from her Carmelite habit. I should definitely get on her mailing list. Maybe I can beg her assistance with my two big intentions.
For anyone who's interested, Brother Bramble will be making his Solemn Profession on July 11.